Have changed. And I am excited. You know, I realize that all you need in life is someone to help you along and tell you which path to go down and you need to make that decision. She has helped me in such a monumental way.

It's something almost unexplainable. I have a weird mind. My feelings change constantly. Most of the time, they can't be helped. Little by little, I am learning how to stop them and use them when necessary. Obviously, some things I don't know because I haven't been taught them or even shown what to do about them. But now I have.

The small things in life are the greatest. I know this is going to be the start of something...amazing. And I can't wait.