Sometimes I sit down and I think about what could've happened. How it could have. What could I have done differently with my life and the way I react to things. I sit here now listening to music in my best friend's apartment at 7:38 am and I realize what more could I want?

I have the best friend(s) that anyone could ask for. They are there for me even when they aren't literally there.

I also have this girl in my life. She has opened my eyes and shown me that despite feelings, if you are just there, then things will change. And that is exactly what has happened. She is one of the best things so far to come into my life and all because of my friend. One of so very few who I hope I can count on in the years to come.

I can't wait to see what the future holds.

As the tears flow from my eyes, I see what is waiting for me. All the anguish and sorrow leaves my body and I am free. Free to see what the future has in store. Free to love. Free to care. Free to worry. Free to live life. Nobody knows what the future has set in motion. We are all intertwined and soon, you will see that it is perfect. The future is what most people fear. Embrace it. Live for Today. Carpe Diem. Seize the day.