...Love is. Haha. You can never understand it. As I walk closer to him, he seems so far away. Like the distant future deciding to close in tight around me. Unknowing where to go or what to see, you are hesitant to say anything. Trying not to appear obvious, you avert your eyes to something less appealing and try to hide your absolute true feelings. As they stare at you for those moments, they know. They see your true intentions and you feel empty. Scared and saddened. As you stare blindly at your phone, searching for his name, you get angry. "Why haven't you texted me," you scream loudly at the inanimate object, hoping for an answer back. The elation you feel from just receiving a call or a text message is staggering. You look back at all the good times and remember that, this is the person you fell for before. How did this happen? Why is this happening? Is this a punishment or a torture? A close friend but a lost friend.

I hope this all has a reason because right now, I don't feel like I am learning anything. I feel disoriented and confused and I wonder if he can see right through me...

I Hope Not.