Ok, well now I have figured out somethings. I want him and he wants me but since we live too far away from each other, we know it won't work. But I will go see him one weekend. Just to see who he really was. To see if this was my one true. Shouldn't be too expensive. If it is, whatever. I have to see. I still love him. God, it hurts.

I wish he lived closer. God, it would be amazing and we both agree. We know it. UGH!!!

I wish I had a jet.

Well, I have one other person I really do like. He is so cool.

GOD!! I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT ANYMORE!!