I realize that I am too nice. I am too nice of a person. I care too much for the well-being of others that I don't put happiness anywhere on the charts. I am about to do something (tomorrow) that will help someone out severely but will I see the kindness returned? Will I see anything returned?

The world is an unfair place. But I love who I am and I love me. I love who I have become. I would not change for anything or anyone. I want to find that Mr. or Mrs. Right. I don't want to wait. I have many friends here, all of whom I love. But I am still lonely. Still feeling like I have no one to turn to.

I just want someone to come home to. Lie with. Cuddle with. Talk with.