I have lost contact with him. He didn't text me or call me today. Now I realize that he is having complications with his mom and she could have kicked him out and taken his phone away from him. I realize that. He also hasn't been on myspace since yesterday. He goes on everyday so I am really curious. I am worried. Worried because is this over? Or will he try to contact me? I hope he does the ladder because I miss him. But now it's a waiting game. As always, I am being optimistic. If he is the guy that I thought he is, then he will try and contact me some way.

It's all hope.

"The only people you should want in your life are the people who want you in theirs."

My mom and that whole situation should blow over. I hope he is coming here on the 9th. At the latest. We shall see. Hope for me people. Let me actually find one that sticks. I don't want to be crushed yet again.

On a frostier note, I hung out with Sam today and we saw Iron Man. It was amazing. We also went to the top of the parking garage where I had my first experience with a guy. It was on my birthday and it was one of those "movie moments" that I so dearly cherish. I love the top of that place. No one ever comes up there and it is so pretty. I watched a sunset today. Red Orange sky. Beautiful.