I believe it's almost been two years since my last post. Time goes by too fast and the scars you have are the memories remembered. In my last post, it seemed life wouldn't change for the better. Couldn't catch a break. Now though, this has changed. My life changed around the same time I posted my previous words of wisdom, actually. :)

For the past two years, I have been working for Gillette Stadium. My post was to setup the events taking place inside and outside of the stadium. This job has been able to fulfill me in more ways than I thought. Money, responsibility, friends, success...There is more to life than this, however. I have a yearning for something a little more intimate... can you guess what it is?

Love is a search that is best not searched for. In my life thus far, I've only had one true love. Unfortunately for both of us, it wasn't meant to be currently. I will never say anything bad about this person. Without revealing his true name, I am going to call him Hilly. (Inside joke.)Hilly made me feel what Love is meant to feel like. We have all been in a place where our heart and our mind are not in a state of synchronicity. One is pulling to the left while the other is pulling towards the right. Eventually, that rope snaps and momentum will take over. I do not wish to be malicious and say bad things. What I will say is that Him and I are a great couple, but where we are in life right now just isn't the same. In my heart, I know I did the right thing. In his heart, I hope he knows that too.

If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it's meant to be.

I wanted to write this today to remove some weight that has been on my chest and to come to a place where I could speak my digital words. I want to feel better. I know good things are coming. Not just for me; all of those individuals whose life I influence. With a new job in store and a fresh summer to begin, life is going to shine. If I could tell myself two years ago it would be like this two years later, I wouldn't have believed it. One final note. I thank you and appreciate you for all that you have showed me. You are going to make my life better in every way. You are the best. I love you.