Did you ever meet a person who confused you so much, that you just kept thinking about it? All the fucking time. That was all that is on your mind. What's worse is this person is a tease and a flirt. And for someone like me, of course I take it the way anybody would take it. Someone likes me. But what's funny is, is that he has a boyfriend and truth be told, he was my first anything. So obviously, I would naturally have feelings for him. You always remember your first. I went camping with this person. I had a great time. Got amazingly drunk and met some people. But, the more I think about it, the more I realize he is such an amazing tease and he does it on purpose. AND I HATE IT!

Ugh, why do I keep going back? What the fuck is wrong with me?