You are my first and final thought of each passing day. I wake up early, tossing and turning. My skin cool as my eyes open but burns as my mind wonders. I feel hot now. The simplest thought of you makes my body shake and my skin an inferno. Our favorite song repeating in my head, time and time again. Tears stream down as I turn on the shower.. As the water pours, I'm reminded of a special day in history. Thinking about it now makes my eyes red and wet. When I get like this, I have to give myself a little pep talk. Telling myself that everything is all right and that it's all meant to be. I know you and I cling to hope because it's all we have sometimes. We just need to know that we are gonna make it. I know it. After everything you and I have seen and done together, we know how important and meaningful it is to both of us!