I fell asleep last night saying, I love you roger, in my head of course. Haha. A couple of times actually. I had a dream that I think gave me a mini panic attack. I remember I was trying to call you and someone else picked up. It was the chef from PRC. Not Lucy but the other. She picked up the phone and said you weren't accepting calls. Sounded like she was a nurse or something. She then asked me about something I needed to do... I don't really remember what it was. I woke up in a cold sweat as my alarm goes off.