"To anyone who feels the same. Oh and you for what you put me through, you know who you are. I say that I don't know what I would do without you but I've been living this long without you. It's so hard to see myself without you but there's a choice I have to make. Turning my back would be so much easier and could I forget about all the good times we've been through? I think I feel a piece of my heart breaking. I told you that I wouldn't let anyone or anything come between us but you could never be honest to me you always hesitated and last week I felt like you just fucking used me b/c it was only then that you showed me how much you cared as long as you got exactly what you needed and you did so thank you very much for that. They say that the one's you're so loyal to are the ones that do the most damage, I just can't believe I would actually sacrifice everything for you and you know it without a fucking doubt. And I actually thought I could be myself around you and open up to you and you actually made me believe for a second that not everyone was the same, damn was I wrong how could I be so stupid? For everyone that reads this and can relate...Ever think that you've met that one person who makes you feel like you can be yourself around and never have to worry if they're going to think you're weird or even just stupid? Or that one person who always understands where you're coming from, even though you don't even know what you're trying to say? Or that one special person who you know that you want to spend the rest of your life with and never have to worry about them leaving you or falling in love with someone else. Yeah I know you don't feel the same love for me that I do for you I can live with that but you say you care but you can't tell me the truth after everything I've been through and how much I confided in you. Well sadly to say love doesn't always come picture perfect. So what I guess I'm trying to say is I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I thought I could even be myself around you and not have to worry about what you were thinking because I thought you cared so much. And now I hope you see how much I truly cared about you because in the end I'm still me and I may or may not be there when you need me. Oh my bad you said that you didn't want me that you didn't need me. You know you could have just said "No, fuck you Kaden" and it would have made this so much easier. You don't want to hurt me but you always hold back for what, for this shit? I hope you're happy now."

This was all for me. God, what the fuck did I do to deserve all this drama? I met him once, thought I was done, he got into a car accident, fell for me, and he's mad because I don't give him anything back? Well, that's just the way I feel.