I just got back from RI. I had an amazing time there. I saw some fantastic people and I am glad I did. I missed them dearly. I realized how much they really do mean to me. There have been some people in my life who I made the mistake of meeting and trying to change and be there but I guess I should have realized, that you can’t change those who don’t want to be changed.

But then again, I have met people whom I hold great respect for and…love. Because they are true people. Those once in a lifetime people who you can rarely find. If you can surround yourself with these people, then you are doing all right. I try to do this.

Everyone told me that I look phenomenal and I am so happy. That means that I am doing something right. I also realized that there is something about me that people are drawn to. It sounds egotistical but I have something about me that people like. Someone told me that I output an aura. Some kind of aura that people are drawn to. For those that know me, I will always be there for you. I may not be extremely punctual but I will be there nonetheless, through thick and thin. I also think people respect the fact that I am out and I don’t hide it. But I am not an asshole.

I love when people can be their self around me. I hate when people have to put on a front for anybody. It’s not right in my eyes. You should be happy with who you are. Gay, straight, bi, thai, no matter what. No bias. No hatred. Just Love. Just Laugh. Just Live.

“Despite the lies that you’re making, your love is mine for the taking. My love, is, just waiting to turn your tears to roses. I’ll be the one that’s gonna hold you. I’ll be the one that you run to.”