There is someone who I like a lot. He is going out with a good friend of mine and she knows about his feelings and what not. But he won't accept them just yet and she said, it would give her much pleasure to shove him out the door and tell him to go out with me. And I have been talking to him a lot lately and he sent me an honesty box message saying to me that if he weren't in a happy relationship, he would probably go out with me. Him and Riley (my friend), have made some form of deal or pact or idea that if I make the first move on Zach, he wouldn't fight me. He would go along with it. She wants me to make out with him. And I am going to do it. I am starting to fall for him and if I get hurt, I don't think I care because it would

1. Help him.
2. Let me have a good experience with someone who I finally want to be with.
3. Possibly have him remember me later on.

He has said he would miss me when he left. And that he wants to see him in August.

It is going to be an interesting summer.