I want a relationship. I have fucked up so much that could have been awesome because I followed my heart. It might be a false sense of self. I am not sure. I want that person that comes over and talks to you and just holds you and just relaxes. Has a good time. Knows how to.

Now, I have a couple people in my life right now.

Jason Scott. He is in Virginia and is coming to Florida in a week or two. We get along really well. He is funny. Attractive. Into Plays, Musicals, any type of theater. Which is awesome.

Justin Frinton. He is in Connecticut and he is also coming down to Florida in like 19 days. We get along well really well. We don't talk all that much because he is busy finishing classes but when we do, it's fun. And we are both attracted to each other. He is a lifeguard.

Will. I like him. He lives here. I have only talked to him a couple of times and the first real time was on Aim and it was quite funny. We laughed or at least I think we did. He is very attractive but I wonder if I tried to talk with him too fast. He seemed distant last night but who knows...


I haven't had a relationship in a while. I am a difficult guy sometimes but I think I have a lot of good qualities but people are so quick to judge. I guess only time will tell.