I have to write this in order to get things out of my mind. If I don't then, I'm fucked. I want to worry but I can't. It's not my place to worry about things. If I do, then I end up in the same position I was in last time and I don't want to be there. Absolutely not.

I just need to relax and take things day by day. Stop over-analyzing everything and just be there. No need to worry.

Just remember, look at this if you need a reminder. Day by Day.