I start to think to myself how much I love and care for you. It's so extreme. I'd give my life for yours if need be. I never thought I would love someone that much.

It's 6:30am and I've been awake since 5am thinking about you. There are so many things I want to say! I know I'm not making this any easier for either of us but I don't care. I miss you so much and this is my heart's way of letting it out. I think I would explode otherwise. I think about not being with you and I start to cry. As tears stream down my face, I realize that it won't always be like this. I wish you were here to wipe the tears away. You always have been my wonderfully supportive man. I try not to but it's so hard.

I Love You my Dear. If infinity was the amount of time I had to wait to be with you again...sign me up.