I want to write this to you just in case I don't get to talk to you over the phone. I wanted to say first that I Love You very much and I wish you a very merry Christmas. I'm glad you liked the card and the gift card. Just a little something to say how much you mean to me and that I am always thinking of you. You are very important to me and no matter what anyone says to me, you are my man. I know I can have true happiness with you, Roger pie. We may have to modify some parts of our lives to have this... Which leads me to my next paragraph.

I need you to promise me that you understand why we are doing this. It's never been a punishment or something out of malice or hatred. When I said to you before that my parents want the best for me, what that meant was, is that they want someone who can provide me the same that I have provided them. That is definitely fair. I know they are a large cause of discussion for us and you can understand why. They are important to me and what's important to me should be important to you if we are going to be a team. I will always have your back roger pie. If something is important to you, you better believe I want to see it through with you. This is a lot to ingest. Please sleep on it and make sure you know why you want to do this. I will marry you Roger, if you still want me as your man. You have no idea how much I want you to be in my life. You are the most amazing man. You have showed me so much kindness and love. More than I could have ever imagined and I am so grateful. You have the chance to make an impact on many lives with what you could do. Life is definitely a struggle, but if you let it take you over instead of you taking it on, life becomes much worse. Together, you and I, can do this. We are both strong. I know you can do this roger. I've seen your strength. I've seen your passion. I know you are capable and a delight! Those are great great qualities!!!

I know I have written a lot. I just need to make sure you understand why you want to do this. I know I am worth it. I would make you a great partner. You have seen that. Now it's time to make it happen. I Love You more than anything else in the world my honey pie. I say all of these things because I want you to succeed!!! It's all Love. I have cried so many tears because I believe in you and no one will take that away!

Merry Christmas Roger. I Love You forever. I will always be there for you. I am looking forward to seeing your beautiful face! <3 <3 <3 <3 ImL