It just makes me happy listening to this song. It really lifts me up. I am back talking to the person who I thought would never talk to me again. I made a mistake and she knows it. But what makes her great is the fact that she saw me in pain and she said, I will be there for him despite what he did. That makes her a true person. Someone worthy of so much. There is someone out there who will see this and realize, "O.M.G. I have found someone who finally has a heart." She is amazing.

I am doing very well for myself these days though. I have a car. I have a new cell phone. I have a Bluetooth headset haha. I go to the gym 2 times a week for a personal trainer and probably 2 more a week for cardio. I am planning on being in great shape when I come up to RI starting on the 29th. I weigh as far as I know, 183 with a 16% body fat. That is good according to the scale. 10% is great. That is what I am getting to. My arms and legs and sides are death. They are so sore. But that's good. That's what I want. It's the body's way of adjusting to the shock of strenuous training. It will pass and then it will be...fun. Haha. Right now though, I can honestly say I am probably in the best shape of my life. So two months from now, I can only imagine. I hope I am doing much better. I have all the confidence and I try my hardest. Sometimes I get a little weak and eat something a little crappy but that only once and a while. Not too often.

We shall see what the future has in store for me.

Keep away from people who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that, but the really great make you feel that you, too, can become great.