Well I ran into my ex-friend last night while he was trying to walk to Albertsons. He was drunk slightly. Him not telling me he was going to Albertsons, I took him on a ride to where I had to go because I was going to towards his house and I thought that was where he was going. So it turned into almost a reconciliation drive. It was fun. We talked about random things. We didn't bring up anything about the whole thing that went down. He was hungry and he wanted cigarettes and he only had enough for one thing so I bought him some food. Then I brought him back to my complex where they were playing dodgeball. Dropped him off and then that was that.

I have had some wild nights lately. Nakedness. Talking. Money. Friend for my Career. President of Tupperware. That was interesting. I did absolutely nothing with him. We are just friends and I have his number. The problem was though, I think he liked me...too much. I think he was upset that I was not being more...with him. It was kind of sad actually. I left PH and he looked depressed. So I don't know how to take that.

Now, my ex has been talking to me lately. I realize now of much of an immature person he is. He never gives straight forward answers when I clearly put the question in a yes or no format. He's trying to blame me and get mad at me for giving up on him. HAHAH!!! I was the one who worked so hard to make it work and when I thought it was over, I moved on. Last night, he tried to turn it around on me. Douche. Now I am talking to this one guy. He seems cool. He lives in Florida haha. And he goes to my school. I talked to him last night for a little while on Aim and that was interesting. Then there is one other guy. He is from my class and he wants to get together one day and have a good day. So I don't know what will happen from that. But we shall see.

Don't worry about losing. Nothing good gets away.