To deserve this? I know I am feeling sorry for myself but I have been nothing but selfless to that girl and I get not even a thanks for everything I have done. Why are there these people that I cling myself to? Because I think I can help them and when I do, I get shit on. What's the fucking point?! I can't wait til the day where I can look back upon this and think, I am successful and I have people in my life who care about me...what the fuck was I thinking?